TO LET GO OR TO HOLD ON

To let go or to hold on
To say goodbye
To say im done
To walk away
To stay
To feel
To live
To pain
To admit
To misery
To understand
To make a stand
To make pretend
To the pros and cons
To let go or to hold on

UNDEAD

Staring at the sky
Feel like I could cry
Reminiscing
Your eyes, your smile, your laugh,
And I wish
You'd stay longer than what life
has set it to be
Now that you're gone I'm alone
and the past is echoing

I miss you so much
I want you back here again
Make me warm
Calm the storm
In my head
I'm so sad

I miss you so much
With you, I don't have to pretend
Drops of tear
Thousands fear
Disappear
And now I'm sad
Wish you are undead
Can you be undead?

UNHEARD

my voice was never heard

I could be screaming from deep below

I could be shouting from up here, "hello"

but what did you hear?

a vague echo

an unvoiced sorrow

the sound of pain scarred by you

the melody of a sobbing girl

left unheard

do you know what was it like to wonder

was I wrong or rather I was wronged

unclear of what happened 

unjust of what should be just

am I at fault?

now I realised, no

I was not wrong for I am sure

what you did was a disgust

your demon claimed out of lust

and as a kid, I let it pass

and as a kid, I kept it; hush

and as I'm older I've gotten wiser

and as I'm older I've spoken clearer

your act creeps under my nerve

your lies do not shut you as a perv