FEAR

have you ever woke up one morning

and feel like you're tired of fighting

feeling hopeless like you were nothing

hiding from the fear of lightning

only though if you know what I'm fear of

it's not of what surrounds me

or what physically burdens me

but of the demons inside of me

if only you could see through my eyes

then you'll see beneath my thoughts

how shattered my heart is

I promise you it won't look pretty

it's something that i can't control

so

don't tell me to be strong

don't tell me to ignore them all

for I can't help it

I don't even know who i am anymore